Margaret Cannon, Globe and Mail

"Mofina does a terrific job with suspense and pacing. The characters are well-drawn and the Seattle-Tacoma setting works well. Don't read this one if your kids aren't safe at home in bed."

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Every Fear

Every Fear, by Rick Mofina

Selected for Spinetingler Best Reads of 2006

Every Fear is the second book in Rick Mofina’s acclaimed new series, which debuted with The Dying Hour. The series introduced rookie crime reporter Jason Wade, and was not only a bestseller, but the International Thriller Writers selected The Dying Hour as a Best Paperback Original finalist for a Thriller Award.

With Every Fear, Mofina takes suspense to a whole new level in a heart-pounding story that moves like a true crime case torn from today’s headlines.

On an ordinary morning, Maria Colson takes her baby son Dylan to the corner store. She only turns her back for a few seconds. When she looks again, she sees his empty stroller, at the same time he is being abducted into a waiting van. Maria climbs onto the van, but is violently thrown to the road where she is left for dead as the van vanishes without a trace.

As Maria fights for her life and her anguished young husband keeps a beside vigil, The FBI and police across metro Sea-Tac and Washington State, search for Dylan.

Across the city, Seattle Mirror reporter Jason Wade is under a lot of pressure to bring in a big story, and the Colson kidnapping could be it. It’s certainly a bizarre case with pieces that just don’t add up: The Colsons are a hard-working couple. Former high school sweethearts. No problems. No enemies.

Then Jason and his dad, a private detective haunted by his former life as a cop, discover a grisly murder of a young woman that is somehow connected to the Colsons.

Now, in a dark Seattle underground of desperate dreamers and ex-convicts, Jason, embarks an investigation that parallels one led by Homicide Detective Grace Garner.

They’re both hunting for the one piece of the puzzle that connects the baby’s disappearance with a spine-tingling case of revenge. And time is running out, because whoever took little Dylan Colson is more dangerous than anyone could ever imagine.


In the hour before sunrise, a blackbird slammed into Maria Colson's bedroom window jolting her awake, its wings flapping in panic against the glass before it vanished.

She reached for Lee's side of the bed. He wasn't there. He'd gone out on a call around midnight. Something about a rig on I-5, up near Jackson Park. His whiskers had brushed her skin when he'd kissed her good-bye.

Maria considered the bird. It was crazy to worry. Everything's fine, she assured herself, nestling in the middle of the bed. By the light of the dying moon she saw Dylan's crib across the hall. Maybe she should check on him. A bird hitting the house was an omen her grandmother had always feared. But Maria was so exhausted. She had been up every hour with Dylan and all night last night. She was too tired to be superstitious. Unease prodded her until at last she heard him stir and sighed with relief.

Everything's fine, just a crazy bird and a silly old wives' tale.
Maria floated back to sleep but it was troubled. Her dreams were haunted by the anguish she and Lee had endured over the last few years, grotesque flashes of the painful times and her irrational fears of something bad lurking out there.

Stop. Never again. Please.

Mercifully, her subconscious guided her to her sanctuary. A Caribbean beach, the warm azure water caressing her toes, palm fronds swaying in the breeze. The sound of a baby crying. A baby? Dylan was pulling her back to reality. She groaned awake.

"Oh honey. Just a few more minutes."

His crying intensified.

"All right, sweetie, I'm coming."

Stiff and tired, she dragged herself first to the bathroom, then downstairs to the kitchen, then back upstairs to Dylan's room. She took him into her arms. He was wet. She changed him, settled into her rocker and fed him.

She kissed his fingers and his head.

Dylan was her miracle.

Because she'd injured her pelvis in her teens, the doctors had told her she would never be able to have children. But she had refused to believe them, refused to give up hope. She had begged God to let her have a baby, pleaded that if heaven allowed it, she would ask for nothing more.

And it happened.

After years of trying. Everyone was surprised.

Everyone but Maria.

She smiled at Dylan and rocked him gently, her heart aching with love for him, for Lee, for their life together. It was not perfect. The dark times had strained their marriage. The hard times had strained their bank account. But things were better now.

Lee was earning a little more at the shop. It had been a struggle but with his overtime and bonus they were adjusting to her reduced income while she stayed home with Dylan. Deep down Maria knew that as long as they had each other, everything would work out.

The sun had risen.

Dylan had fallen asleep. She put him back in his crib, showered, dressed in faded jeans and a Mariners' T-shirt. The kitchen was a mess in the wake of the last few hectic days with Dylan. Lee had done his best to clean up. She'd take care of it today, she thought, getting herself orange juice, a banana muffin and the morning paper.

She unfolded the Seattle Mirror and gasped.

The large front page photo showed a fireball from a series of delayed explosions after a tanker had rolled on I-5 at the city's northern edge.

Lee's tow truck was in the chaos.

The phone rang and her heart skipped a beat.

Upstairs, Dylan began to cry. She stared at the news picture then at the ringing phone. Lee's truck glowed. She couldn't see him.

Oh no.

Her mind raced and she forced herself to answer.

"Hey babe it's me," her husband said over the chaos of compressors and steel striking steel.

"Lee! Thank God, you're OK!"

"Why wouldn't I be?"

"I just saw the picture in the Mirror."

"Oh that. Wild, huh. I had just pulled up. The driver thought his pup trailer was empty, but there was some sort of vapor lock. Nobody got hurt."

"I'm so glad."

"Yeah, not a scratch on my truck. I went right to the shop after we finished up at the scene. How's it going at the homestead?"

"It's been a strange night. A bird hit our window."

"What? Did it break the glass?"

"No. It was just odd."

"How's Dylan?"

"Cranky. Cried all night and he's crying again. We're out ofmilk and bread. I'll take him over to the store."

"Listen, Lou told me this morning that he's serious about selling the towing business. I figure that when you go back full-time at the supermarket we might be able to swing a small loan. This could be our chance. What do you think?"

A few seconds of silence passed.


"We should talk about it later. I've got to get Dylan."

"Sure, give him a kiss for me. I love you."

"Love you too. Be careful."

After dressing Dylan, Maria said, "Let's go kid, we're taking this show on the road."

A few minutes later, Dylan was murmuring softly in his stroller.

The Colsons' small two-story frame house was in Ballard, a sedate older neighborhood in northwest Seattle. Located near Salmon Bay and the Ballard Locks, its history reached back to the late 1800s as a community of ship-builders, most of whom had come from Scandinavia.

It was safe here.

Maria loved the tranquility. Birdsong and breezes swept off the Pacific through the maple, sycamore and willow trees. Two doors down, the Stars and Stripes fluttered from the flagpole over the retired colonel's porch. He kept it so pretty, Maria thought, admiring the overflowing flower boxes.

Not much happened in this sleepy part of Ballard, except at the end of the street at the Lincoln place. The estate was renovating the big colonial house and there was an influx of strangers. A lot of contractors' trucks coming and going. They were doing a beautiful job.

At the corner, while crossing the street, Maria thought how weird it was with the bird, Lee at the wreck, the picture in the Mirror. Lee would tease her about her omen of doom.

Then he'd want to talk about buying Lou out.

And what was she going to tell him? While he dreamed of owning his towing shop, she dreamed of staying home and trying to have another baby. They would have to talk it over.'Take stock of our situation,' Lee would say. Maria looked at Dylan. The motion was making him drowsy.

Several blocks later, by the time they had arrived at Kim's Corner Store, Dylan was sound asleep. Great, Maria thought.

Kim's had a narrow pioneer-style storefront with large widows and a small two-stair step up entrance.

Shannon, the teenaged clerk with the captive bead ring in her pierced eyebrow, was out front sweeping the sidewalk. Music leaked from the headset of her CD player as she bent over to coo at Dylan.

"Ahh. He's such a little angel."

"He's been a little devil keeping me up these last few nights," Maria said as she began maneuvering the stroller through the doorway. Dylan started to cry. "All right. All right."

She stopped, parked the stroller on the sidewalk next to the store window and picked him up. He cried harder, squirmed in protest until she put him back down. Exhaustion rolled over her as she surrendered to the fact Dylan wanted to sleep.

"You're killing me, kid."

Maria exhaled and Shannon slipped off her headset.

"You could leave him out here with me and let him sleep."

"That's so kind. Would you mind?"

"No problem."

"I just need to grab a few things, thanks so much."

Maria glanced up and down the street. Dylan would be fine outside with Shannon, just like the other times she'd left him with her. Maria was so tired and he'd been so demanding these past few days. She would relish these few moments of peace.

The transom bells chimed.

Behind the counter Mrs. Kim smiled over her bifocals, her strong wrinkled fingers not losing a stitch of her needlepoint.

"Hello, Maria."

"Good morning, Mrs. Kim."

The worn wooden floorboards creaked as Maria headed to the back and the cooler. She heard a distant cell phone ringing. No other customers were in the store, it must be Shannon's.

After selecting a carton of milk with the freshest date, Maria went to the bread shelf, glancing through the shoulder-high aisles to the front window. She could see the top of the stroller and Shannon talking outside on the phone. She looked upset.

Maria went to Mrs. Kim at the front counter to pay. She set the milk and bread down, snapped open her wallet and checked the sidewalk.

"Baby's sleeping?" Mrs. Kim nodded pleasantly.

"Yes, he's been a fusspot for the last two days."

The transom bells jingled, Shannon strode to the rear of the store, phone pressed to her head, submerged in conversation. "That's so not true and I've got his letter in my bag. I'm getting it –"

Maria checked on Dylan's stroller, so close to her on the other side of the glass she could practically touch him. He was fine and she'd be finished in a few seconds.

As the register clicked, Maria noticed the revolving rack of the latest paperbacks near the counter, unaware of the large shadow that floated by out front. She needed a new book to read. A suspense thriller. Maybe she'd take Dylan to the park. The rack squeaked as she inventoried the titles, catching something in her periphery, looking up at Mrs. Kim, who was looking outside. The old woman's face was all wrong, contorting as her jaw worked but formed no words. Maria followed her attention to the street. Her heart slammed into her ribs.

Dylan's stroller had vanished.

In less than a second, part of Maria's brain screamed at her circuits to form the cognitive command to react. Her body spasmed and a deafening roar split her ears.

Adrenaline propelled her to the street. All of her senses were pushed to superhuman levels as she saw Dylan's stroller, rolling, toppling over the curb, saw the flash of his soft cotton blanket, heard the thud of a strange van's door, the growl of its engine, felt her hand on metal, felt her fingers grip a handle, a mirror, as it began pulling away.

Maria threw herself onto the hood of the moving van and pounded on its windshield. She glimpsed fingers clenching Dylan's blanket, glimpsed his tiny arm, his hand, heard his screams blend with hers as she tried in vain to claw through the glass.

The van lurched, bucked, its motor snarling, brakes screeching until the world jerked to its side, the street flew up with a flash of brilliant light and pulled Maria to the ground. Through a galaxy of shooting stars she saw the van disappearing, Dylan's stroller on its side, its wheels spinning as warm blood webbed over her flickering eyes.

The last things Maria remembered were Dylan's sweet breath, Lee's whiskered kiss good-bye and the blackbird that hit her window.

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